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Sunday, December 04, 2005

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haiss...i miss herr...i ask her if she stil have any feelings for me den she nvr reply..haiss...

i want give up but its hard...i tried but i cant............so ive decided maybe i shall stil continue lkyin u ba.

joanna stil lurve esther!!!

but she dun lyks me anymore!!

im waitin for herr!

but its so impossible!!

shes gone n nvr back anymore!!!

what for if i stil sae all this?when she's actualli gone...haiss..

i stil wan her back..

i want yew gal!!!

i wish upon a starr hopin that she'll return.

i reali pray n hope.

i reali wan u back gal.

santa sees that i have been a good gal this yr.

he ask me what wuld i lyk to get for christmas.

i told him that i wouldnt want anything.

n im sure whatever i want,

he is able to afford.

but it onli depends on herr.

i told uncle santa,

that i want herr back.

i want esther back.

i want herr back.

i reali do.

n that is what i wish for.

for my christmas present.

den,uncle santa told me,

with a teary eyes.

sayin that,

'gal,she wil not return anymore.

she said a goodbye

n decided to put a full stop to it.

which is what she reali mean.

n now that she's gone,

she will nvr return.

i cant do a thing.

unless she herself have decided

to return.

im sorri.'

i wanted to cry but i stil hold it back.

maybe i guess,

im just thinkin too much.

im just waitin for the impossible.

you're the first in my wish lists.

you're the one i hope to receive.

but it seems so impossible.

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1:19 AM

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